Novel Word Count: 16,242
Can I do this? Can I make a living off writing?
I made the mistake of Googling “Should I be a writer?”; I knew it was a bad idea.
I found all sorts of discouraging information. In one mean spirited article the writer essentially said: writing is hard, you probably suck at it, and even if you don’t your chances are slim, so give up.
I read a few, “signs you should/should not be an author” lists. They were humorously inconclusive. A handful said you shouldn’t be a writer if you don’t take criticism well, which makes no sense to me. I haven’t met a deeply creative person who takes criticism well. Nobody sees something they created figuratively marked up in red pen and isn’t at least a little heartbroken.
Do I write well enough? Do I use too little description, or are my descriptions just bad? Is my grammar terrible? Does my dialogue suck?
I finally found the thing I could see myself doing everyday for the long haul, but I’m filled with doubt and desperation.
On top of the doubts I have about my actual book, there’s selling the thing. I ranted about that last Wednesday.
I’ll leave it at this for now: this book is getting written because I love writing it. I can’t control if people will like the book, or this blog, or me. So if I’m finishing this book regardless of the outcome, I may as well enjoy the process, right? To be as cliche as possible, I can only do my best and leave the rest to fate.
Thank you for reading,
Kira J. Cole